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SpankI don't remember the first timeBut I think I survived Probably better not to try to wake up Because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive There's specific things That I have to do Day to day Just to keep it at bay You wouldn't believe if you knew ([Tom:] Oh, no, this isn't real [2x]) Here is a little secret Here is the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can keep it If it set in mind Wait until it settles Come try it a second time I don't remember the first time, But I think I survived Probably better not to try to wake up Because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive ([Tom:] Oh, no, this isn't real) ([Alissa:] Yeah) Here is a little secret Here is the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can keep it If it set in mind Wait until it settles Come try it a second time I can feel it move Up into my head It is in the room Panicking in bed I feel it coming on Taking over view Oh, please not tonight There's nothing I can do This is bigger than me This is in my fear This is pitiful I just disappear Swells up all around me Swallowed up inside Sell my senses if it Would make this subside I can barely handle I can pass the time Staring through the curtains Up into the sky Where there is no Depth perception Keep preoccupied Self deception Nobody recognizes It doesn't have a name My brother is infected He's acting just the same Screaming like a siren Up and down the hall He just wants to stop it He wants to end it all I am just a child I am nothing more Than the basic functions I am running from I curl up and wallow My distortion Everything is disproportion Suddenly I wake All is back again Everything is closer Morning is the same And I can't hear it It's way out of mind I will just forget this 'Til the next time |