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All Fours

"compare your life
to mine"

I drink from the poisoned mouth
her kiss so foul
swallowing and wallowing perpetually ;";"
in an ocean of misery
the more I swill, the more the belly fills
irate, until narcosis comes
along with bleeding gums
sickly and numb, I reflect on this detestable life
yes.. this is mine


lonely and lowly, you suck from the cock of hypocrisy mouth to mouth, back and forth gagging and spitting up what's left of your withered selfesteem hahahahhaha
your integrity not only compromised, but outright shattered and spat on the charade, while somewhat entertaining fails to hide who you really are barking so loud with no bite at all, living life on all fours

yes...this is yours

wiping the bile from that fraudulent smile the stale air escapes from a throat, riddled with sores quick to defend, again and again sure you can pretend but in the end

...this is still yours

rage
attack the dying cell
an introspective hell
still alive and terrified
as I claw at the walls
in this sick state of mind
this one is mine...

how does it feel to be back in the game?
back to the place where you seem to forget yourself
I don't remember it being this way
then again, I don't remember too much at all
what would you say is the main objective?
could you sum up in a few words, your battle plan?
same as before, I give nothing away
this my plan of attack and so far it has served me damn well
thanks for your time

I can never care
admit to no malpractice
I lie through my teeth
the chameleon is me
and my true colours will never be seen

are we the same?
do we play the same game
or do you pretend even more than I do?
caught out too many times though
crying uncontrollably with your fingers down your throat
I think perhaps you could find better use for your time

compare your life to mine
...then kill yourself

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