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Impulse

So many days gone
that scent lingers on...

years have past now
what a mess I made of everything
that bitter stench
seems to grow in potency

"am I your reflection, melting mirror smile,
am I worth the value, do my love defile"

sweet vapour that filled the air that day
now stings and rots the mind away

sour - the taste
of my self-condemnation
is all that I know
after spitting out
the sweetest thing
ever to touch my tongue

sunshine on long drives
spirits late at night

eight tiny legs
that will leave you
defenseless and numb
cornered, as tears stream
though it may seem funny to some

laughter aside
the more that I think about it
the worse it gets
there's no time to atone
for the sins of my past
I'll break down if I stop
to remember what I held in my hands
and let slip away

anyway, it's over now
all that's left is this goddamn smell

I, of calamity
I'll wreck all that I see
anything and everything
mindless destructive glee
I'll abolish all
who'd seek to be close to me

for what it's worth...
I wish I could erase my mistakes
but this is reality
and unfortunately
what may have been
will now, never be...

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