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Interminable DescentI thought it was just another day5 a.m, wake up to begin the daily grind Another stupid fucking day of what i thought was happiness Another stupid fucking day of being a slave On this day, everything changed My superficial life crumbled right before my eyes On this day, i lost my fucking mind I thought it was just another day I struggled in vain to hold on to what was left in the ruins of my life Nothing left to show for years of self-degredation and sacrifice Nothing left from a lifetime of slaving and bowing to others I should have transcended above who i once was and walked away But like a fool, i begged I begged to remain a slave I begged to remain faceless and walk among the lost I screamed at the top of my lungs until my voice was gone My bleeding eyes have no more tears to cry I cursed god and myself and the day i was conceived I cursed this whole fucking world before me for what i did to myself There was nothing left for me except for pain Starving and sleepless, i began to rot inside I could no longer even fucking think without Feeling disgusted in what i have become Paranoia and lunacy constantly grew within the Tattered remains of what was left of my sanity I have nothing but anger and regret within my soul for All that i've done for anybody i have ever loved I don't give a fuck about this pathetic life anymore I no longer have any interest in what this world can offer me Pain is all that is left. it consumes me with every breath that i take Pain is the only comfort left in this rotted hollow shell You did this to yourself! you fucked yourself! The thought of my demise soothes my jaded mind I pray for the reward of death to whoever will answer my call You did this to yourself! you fucked yourself! I thought it was just another day 5 a.m, wake up to begin the daily grind Another stupid fucking day of what i thought was happiness Another stupid fucking day of being a slave On this day, everything changed My superficial life crumbled right before my eyes On this day, i lost my fucking mind I thought it was just another day I thought it was just another day Another stupid fucking day On this day i died inside |